I only realised I was at risk
when my brother phoned to check if I was still alive—
How I Knew It Wasn’t Me
October 1, 2012
Issue 04, Issue 04 Poetry, Poetry
I only realised I was at risk
when my brother phoned to check if I was still alive—
It’s a cold, bleak day
which might explain why she says:
“This is my daughter Nuala,
who has come all the way from South Africa to visit me.”
My mother has a brief flirtation
with Mr. Otto, a rare male in Frail Care.
He has the look of a Slavic conductor
—sweeping, side-parted silver locks
offset his visible nappy line.
“Oh my God, I’m so pleased to see you,”
she says from her nest of blankets.
“I’ve been meaning to ask—
How is your father?
How is Paddy?”