All posts tagged: 2023

The Library

By NASSER AL-DHAFIRI
Translated from the Arabic by NASHWA NASRELDIN

When my friends and I left the homeland, my second departure from Kuwait, there were five of us and ten suitcases. I knew exactly what was in each bag, just as I knew the pain and angst of the five travelers heading toward the unknown. The suitcases were packed with clothes, kitchenware, Indian spices, and various items we didnā€™t think weā€™d be able to find abroad. I could only bring four books with me from my vast library back home: Al-Mutannabi, in two parts; the collected works of Mahmoud Darwish; and just one of the volumes of The Unique Necklace. These would constitute the entire library I would survive on, for however long I ended up living in estrangement. Once weā€™d settled into our accommodation in a small house on Norris Drive in Ottawa, I arranged the books on the sleek wooden flooring, the place being still unfurnished. Then I sat back and simply gazed at them.

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Ramadan in Saint-Denis

By ALA FOX

Saint-Denis

It is Ramadan in Saint-Denis, the banlieue north of Paris. It is almost 21:00h on a June Sunday, and the sun hangs a hazy orange in the sky. The elevator in Amirā€™s building is broken so we climb the six stories, past the floors of muffled French Arabic and childrenā€™s screams. His motherā€™s home has one bedroom and a narrow tile-floored kitchen, like the one in my grandmotherā€™s apartment in Beijing. There is a cigarette lighter for the stove, but I am too clumsy for this, so Amir manages.

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Aphorism 57: You Cannot Fail at Being You

By JOHN BLAIRĀ 

We cherish ourselves even to the bones
which like some motherā€™s rigid hangers
hold us to our lacquered shapes in the smugĀ 
dialetheia of am and briefly was untilĀ 
we come to our raveled ends Ā  Ā  Ā  everyoneĀ 
just taking up space until space takes us back
one washed-out moment at a timeĀ  Ā  Ā  Ā  like teaĀ 
leaves steeping in a cup until weā€™re readyĀ 
for someone to bow in close and take
a quick ceremonial sip Ā  Ā  Ā  then turn the cup
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā wipe clean the rim and hand it carefullyĀ 
to yet another honored guest who Ā  Ā  Ā  mindfulĀ 
of what we might let go to waste Ā  Ā  Ā  will notĀ 
leave until every drop is drunk.

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From A Distance, He Approaches

By KHALID AL-NASRALLAH
Translated from the Arabic by NASHWA NASRELDIN

Barefoot. I donā€™t know how we did it.

Around noon on those April days, my father would do his best to stop me from going out. After lunch, heā€™d stomp around the house locking all the doors: the kitchen, the front door, the back door, the main living room. Sometimes heā€™d even try to drag me to his bedroom and force me to take a nap.

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For Acedia

By ROBERT CORDING

Thomas Aquinas prescribed fervent prayer,
and I do pray, but, oddly, a bird has been
my best medicine when I find myself shrunken
and absent, as I do each year as the anniversary
of my sonā€™s death approaches. And so I turn again
to this: a dipper I watched in Zionā€™s Virgin River.

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Albatross

By ANNA BADKHEN

Ā 

As soon as I read about the albatrosses in the Times, I thought of my big sister. Natasha.Ā 

ā€œNatashaā€”albatross ty nasha,ā€ Aunt Lyuba would sing in the communal kitchen, slinging blobs of wheat porridge into my bowl with the cornflower border. Each time sheā€™d shuffle the bowl from the stove over to Natasha-and-my table, her felt slippers would catch on the peeling linoleum floor, and Iā€™d worry about my breakfast. But Aunt Lyuba never slipped.Ā 

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The Kitchen

By ESTABRAQ AHMAD
Translated from the Arabic by MAIA TABET

The Troublesome

The Sink

During her worst fits, my waters couldnā€™t drown out her cries. Stacking plates, cups, spoons, and knives, her fists flailed against the sides of my bowl; sheā€™d stare at the gushing water stream, her head slackened against her chest.

In a departure from daily routine, she went on an angry, blabbering rampage, hurling her sonā€™s glass pill bottles into my lap, smashing cups and plates, and turning on the faucet. Water and bits of glass floated everywhereā€”oh, my, I got so dizzy and regurgitated the larger pieces that had lodged in the drain.

She kept kicking me as I coughed my guts up, and she smashed more plates with the skillet.

The specter of her son appeared, grabbed her wrist firmly but tenderly, and wrapped his arms around her from behind. She stopped and breathed a deep sigh but didnā€™t raise her head or turn around.

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Grace’s Folly

By JAKE LANCASTER

When I canā€™t sleep I drive up to the ski hill and ride around with Tic in his snowcat until all the runs are groomed and my headā€™s raked clean, just before first light. I bring a Thermos full of hot chocolate mixed with a few shots of Rumple Minz, stale donut holes from Village Foods, and sometimes an uplifting book about how to live a better life that I always end up losing before I can give it back to my sister, Deena. Because itā€™s almost Christmas, the donut holes are decorated with tiny red and green sprinkles.

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Jack Benny

By MITCH SISSKIND

John Ashbery called me after he died
So you can imagine my excitement
When in his droll hyper-nasalated
Timbre quite undiminished by death
He chatted on about the bowls of
Pitted cherries provided as snack-food
In the upper worlds and of afternoons
Climbing trees with Edna Millay to read
Comic books with her in the branches.
Then his voice dropped two octaves
And he spoke solemnly of Jack Benny:
ā€˜You can say funny things or say things
Funny but silence was the punchline
For Jack Benny.ā€™ And he was gone.

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